One of the most enriching experience one gains is while giving interviews. After countless number of rejections etc, the most important thing i realised was that, it was my preparation and not me, that was the real culprit here. Simply put i am not preparing very well. There a lot of things i need to do in life, but i don't because of my laziness. I just pray to god, that my laziness and forgetfulness is reduced, so that i can achieve something worthwhile in my life. I am stutterer, got to accept this fact. And should work on this aspect. When you accept a problem, then only a solution can be found.
Wednesday's - fucking Wednesday's. Why are these Wednesday's always so bad. Today, i had to drop off my mum at railway station, but somehow, i forgot. By the time i realized , i was already quite late. I don't know what to do. Just feel, very angry at myself. I need to accept that i am truthful, i am lazy, i have made a bad start to my career and also that, i am not hardworking. With all these attributes, i shall get nothing with my efforts. I need to think less, work more- so that i get less time to think. Today, somehow, i have made a vow, that whatever work i do, i will do it with full vigor, and would give my 100%. When i care about the result, i will assume that i have not given my 100%. As simple as that. I will live in my present moment. Will not think about the future.
